subtile/deceptive…

what I have learned from a very hard lesson is that the most obvious most sure…what you were absolute sure, that you could trust….stabbed you in the back! we knew each other for over 40 years back,,,shared a lot of secrets…passions…stories… everything…and I thought loyalty was worth more than anything….we drank whisky, beer and..we travelled …saw new things together…shared thoughts that I believed were sacred sealed by friendship….learned that humility was a virtue not a value that needed to be earned…and this friendship stabbed me in the back…accussing me of all thoose ”secrets” turned into ”truths” meaning that I had to defend my self against a long time friendship trust……How do you defend yourself when you are stabbed in the back by trust?!

aaron swarts…

another name I need to remember and remind me of the price of being an idelist. As I was watching the programme about him it grew on me. So sad when justice/the law becomes injustice/inhuman! Another significant curiosa is that he was born 1986 and died 2013 so in a way he joined the 27 club! (even though he was not yet 27, but was in that year!)

The legacy of his work lives on!

are we the same/ are we different?

we listen and like the same music…we go to the same shop to buy food….we wear the same clothes….we like animals…live in the same country…yes sometimes even in the same city….and sometimes neighbours…. love the opposite sex….travel is important…same compassion for people….but we hate each other!

sometimes the mans/womans psyche is so contradictory! make no sense…

reality…

Does reality exist? To me it is more and more becoming an abstract word that means less and less! Define reality is subjective to me. I dont hold the explanation/definition to this word. I have only one in a billion definition. If I would claim that mine is the most objective, correct, best analysis etc, I could not be more wrong. So so many people today claim to be the one who knows. So whos reality is right, the poor beggar on the street trying to make a living but also trying to find reality and find a reason/meaning to his/her life..or is it the rich man flying around in his exclusive jet, drinking choice whisky, wearing  expensive watches and more and more. Or is it I the ordinary middle class person that have a comfortable life but is not poor and not wealthy rich? Or is it the IS fighting and killing people in the middle east or the munks fasting and shaving their heads not allowing themselfes any material possesions….or is it the dictators of saudi arabia with such wealth that they could eradicate poverty on the earth.

One stupid theory that they predicted was going to be reality was that let the richest become richer and they will through their increased wealth let some of their riches trickle down to the poor and thereby eradicate poverty. This reality experiment did not happen but what happened is that that the richer became richer!

So the conclusion is that there are 3 realties, we are born, we live and we die! regardless of nationality, wealth/poverty, continent, culture, religion….and more!