..are right now in the schambles…fire…burning like hell! Why does nearly always love send you either to heaven or hell? So it is now! There are several ingriedients when it comes to Love and that is trust, honesty, fidelty etc…otherwise bad feelings like jealousy, suspicion etc can take over.
All of these feelings come in certain measure depending on the person and the situation that have caused what ever has happened. Also the degree as to what has happened.
All of these feelings are expressed very diffently. Some people (often men sadly) have a jealousy that borders to sick actions, often verbal but also physical. I am definetly not that kind of person though I can feel strongly my jealousy sometimes, but never go over the line to violence. I express my jealousy and try to put words to it because mostly what triggers this feeling is because the person that I am in love with does something that ”wake” up my jealousy. And it is not a nice feeling, because it occupies your mind, body and soul and of course TIME! It is hard to concentrate on anything else as well. It is phychological but still it affects your body as well. Your muscles, your actions, planning etc… It can take over totally!!
Just to change the subject and give some thought to something else. Very little in todays education are given to the thoughts and understanding of feelings and how they affect us and so many descions we make are often based on the way we feel and not what we actually know. That is why some people (including myself) make irrational decisions not based on logic, facts, knowledge. I have made quite a few seemingly irrational decisions in my life. Anyway this is what it looked like to any outsider.
