..feelings, expressions etc is or can be my biggest problem that causes me to hurt people…but this has never been my intention…

Many things I say is from how I feel and are not to hurt or say anything bad about people that have been close to me…I am sorry for this but at the same time this is who I am…

My only excuse is that I am not a coffee friend…or HELLO friend…well yes I am…but this is not my definition of a deep friend…more like a casual friend…

In this way I believe that friendship that many friends have become coffee friends..and we will probably not meet again…this is the feeling I get…

makes me sad…very sad………