{"id":1974,"date":"2022-03-26T13:12:21","date_gmt":"2022-03-26T12:12:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1974"},"modified":"2022-03-26T13:12:21","modified_gmt":"2022-03-26T12:12:21","slug":"my-next-decade","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1974","title":{"rendered":"my next decade.."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><u>21-06-01<\/u><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>is starting in a few months&#8230;the 7th decade in my life&#8230;there is something sad about it..quite melancholic..because I feel it is a decade where I am in a situation when I am going into a new chapter in my life&#8230;maybe even a book. I am again leaving so many things, people, places behind&#8230;but this time because of the 7th decade it feels so final. I am not so sure if I will ever see any of these places and people anymore&#8230;.in a way it is a decade of falling away..passing on&#8230;passing away&#8230;.I will hear of past people that once I been close to&#8230;gone on to the next life..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And maybe I will be one of thoose that will me measured out and found wanting&#8230;who knows when the reaper passes? Anyway it feels that so much of sorrow, sadness, melacholy&#8230;this coming decade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Having made the descion that I have made now moves me so far away from my past both mentally, physically, geographically&#8230;and cuts the ties&#8230;.but still in the memory it is still there and I will be watching from a far distant&#8230;hear the news..know that once I was a part of all that&#8230;but is no more..and I cannot bring it back,,,wake it up..revive it..I tried but it did not try me, include me&#8230;maybe because I am the one I am. Maybe it was me that was not including.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>21-06-01 is starting in a few months&#8230;the 7th decade in my life&#8230;there is something sad about it..quite melancholic..because I feel it is a decade where I am in a situation when I am going into a new chapter in my life&#8230;maybe even a book. I am again leaving so many things, people, places behind&#8230;but this &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1974\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">my next decade..<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1974","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1974","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1974"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1974\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1975,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1974\/revisions\/1975"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1974"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1974"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1974"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}