{"id":1890,"date":"2021-03-09T11:58:57","date_gmt":"2021-03-09T10:58:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1890"},"modified":"2021-03-09T12:00:50","modified_gmt":"2021-03-09T11:00:50","slug":"i-am-so-sick-and-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1890","title":{"rendered":"i am so sick and tired&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>..when I have a beer and drink and feel good&#8230;but I dont feel drunk &#8230;.but I feel that my pores\/senses are opened and I feel like doing many things&#8230;writing&#8230;and doing what I am doing right now&#8230;have written and said many other things as well tonight&#8230;said some words on facebook&#8230;listened to songs&#8230;Pete Seeger&#8230;amazing..I think that these are the songs that I will learn on my ukulele&#8230;in a way I am learning to maybe be a street singer&#8230;strangely enough this is the only fame I strive for&#8230;standing in a corner singing for passersby&#8230;.I actually have done this..in old town Stockholm&#8230;bars in switzerland&#8230;many coffe bars in athens and pireus&#8230;.I loved it&#8230;so simple&#8230;yet so rewarding&#8230;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so what if I go to bed early or late&#8230;will i get up in time? in time for what? will i gain weight or loose some&#8230;will I notice or anyone else&#8230;so should I go to bed&#8230;? or can I stay up a few more minutes&#8230;hours or days&#8230;because then I can sleep..and wake up whenever I want to&#8230;&#8217;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>when is breakfast ,,lunch or dinner&#8230;the hour or minute&#8230;breakfast is when I wake up..but what hour&#8230;the morning&#8230;afternoon or night&#8230;can breakfast be at night&#8230;and lunch at midnight&#8230;can everything or anything be at any time or does time decide or do we decide&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When life happens&#8230;.you can plan but plans can change&#8230;suddenly..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>..when I have a beer and drink and feel good&#8230;but I dont feel drunk &#8230;.but I feel that my pores\/senses are opened and I feel like doing many things&#8230;writing&#8230;and doing what I am doing right now&#8230;have written and said many other things as well tonight&#8230;said some words on facebook&#8230;listened to songs&#8230;Pete Seeger&#8230;amazing..I think that these &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1890\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">i am so sick and tired&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1890","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1890","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1890"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1890\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1894,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1890\/revisions\/1894"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1890"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1890"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1890"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}