{"id":1789,"date":"2022-04-04T12:50:39","date_gmt":"2022-04-04T10:50:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1789"},"modified":"2022-04-04T12:50:39","modified_gmt":"2022-04-04T10:50:39","slug":"let-me-pass-away-but-first-i-have-something-to-brag-about","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1789","title":{"rendered":"let me pass away..(But first i have something to Brag about)&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;in a dream&#8230;a song&#8230;a spring day, &#8230;an autumn day of colous&#8230;or even a cold snowy winter day&#8230;.an ocean wave ..that will take me home&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>am i here by chance or choice.??? my parents choice&#8230;my chance\/luck\/blessing\/curse\/chaos!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sit here in my lonely universe&#8230;drunk my wine&#8230;had my bath&#8230;thought my thoughts&#8230;tried some new..but still the same&#8230;back on number 1 ! why did I ever think I was more than a number 1?&#8230;because a number 2 was double from what I was&#8230;but who cared&#8230;who new&#8230;that saw the number !! A number 1 does not mean that I am better than anyone else\u2026.I am number 1 to myself..because I answer to myself first of all&#8230;I am responsible for my deeds, thoughts, words, decisions&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It is not easy to be number 1&#8230;can be very lonely..even depressing at times. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;in a dream&#8230;a song&#8230;a spring day, &#8230;an autumn day of colous&#8230;or even a cold snowy winter day&#8230;.an ocean wave ..that will take me home&#8230; am i here by chance or choice.??? my parents choice&#8230;my chance\/luck\/blessing\/curse\/chaos!! I sit here in my lonely universe&#8230;drunk my wine&#8230;had my bath&#8230;thought my thoughts&#8230;tried some new..but still the same&#8230;back on number &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1789\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">let me pass away..(But first i have something to Brag about)&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1789","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1789","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1789"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1789\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1794,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1789\/revisions\/1794"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1789"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1789"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1789"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}