{"id":1781,"date":"2020-11-24T21:41:41","date_gmt":"2020-11-24T20:41:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1781"},"modified":"2020-11-24T21:46:03","modified_gmt":"2020-11-24T20:46:03","slug":"emptying-or-filling-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1781","title":{"rendered":"emptying or filling up\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1782\" width=\"249\" height=\"332\" srcset=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-768x1024.jpg 768w, http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, http:\/\/aste.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/badbalja-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 249px) 100vw, 249px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>This is me&#8230;this is I&#8230;this is a person&#8230;this is a man&#8230;.this is a Life&#8230;this is no longer Young&#8230;but old&#8230;a shadow of what was&#8230;no no not a shadow&#8230;a faded, fat, bald old body&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>is it on the emptying road&#8230;like the tub&#8230;is the life getting empty&#8230;or can I still fill it up&#8230;can I reverse&#8230;stop the draining&#8230;get the tub filled up again..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>need to find a source of refilling&#8230;a Place where I can feel Peace of mind, heart and soul. so so simple&#8230;but so hard and difficult&#8230;because I really dont know if I will find it&#8230;live it &#8230;experience it&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want so much to fill it up once again&#8230;my Little &#8221;bathtub&#8221;&#8230;.I dont ask for much&#8230;just like my Little bathtub&#8230;I want it to be simple&#8230;easy to handle..not complicated\u2026.just my Little bathtub&#8230;but still difficult to fill&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i dont want or need a jacuzzi..swimmingpool or a normal bathtub\u2026.just enough to fill my 200liter bathtub&#8230;and in reality i only need 100liters because when i sit in it ..the volume of my body does the rest &#8221;Eureka&#8221; like Archimedes said when he took a bath in his small bathtub!! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is me&#8230;this is I&#8230;this is a person&#8230;this is a man&#8230;.this is a Life&#8230;this is no longer Young&#8230;but old&#8230;a shadow of what was&#8230;no no not a shadow&#8230;a faded, fat, bald old body&#8230; is it on the emptying road&#8230;like the tub&#8230;is the life getting empty&#8230;or can I still fill it up&#8230;can I reverse&#8230;stop the draining&#8230;get the &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1781\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">emptying or filling up\u2026<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1781","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1781","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1781"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1781\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1784,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1781\/revisions\/1784"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1781"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1781"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1781"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}