{"id":1712,"date":"2022-04-04T13:06:50","date_gmt":"2022-04-04T11:06:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1712"},"modified":"2022-04-04T13:06:50","modified_gmt":"2022-04-04T11:06:50","slug":"noninteresting-bland-tedious","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1712","title":{"rendered":"noninteresting, bland, tedious&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;this is how i feel in general right now&#8230;where or what is the goal? somehow it feels like there is &#8221;no direction home&#8221;, &#8221;still havent found what I am looking for!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At nearly 70 years of age I have never or at least a long time ago not felt life so non interesting, bland&#8230;.like a meaningless path that is without goal. Yes I say often that the meaning is the travel and not the goal&#8230;but right now I feel that I am between 2 stations and I dont know when the other station is coming so I can get some rest. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;this is how i feel in general right now&#8230;where or what is the goal? somehow it feels like there is &#8221;no direction home&#8221;, &#8221;still havent found what I am looking for!&#8221; At nearly 70 years of age I have never or at least a long time ago not felt life so non interesting, bland&#8230;.like a &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1712\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">noninteresting, bland, tedious&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1712"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1713,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1712\/revisions\/1713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1712"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1712"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}