{"id":1659,"date":"2020-07-28T12:33:39","date_gmt":"2020-07-28T10:33:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1659"},"modified":"2020-07-28T12:35:03","modified_gmt":"2020-07-28T10:35:03","slug":"nobody-cares","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1659","title":{"rendered":"Nobody cares&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;is really a sad, selfpity, poor me&#8230;who cares&#8230;why? I have been writing these pages and everything for years&#8230;.but who cares? can be counted on my 5 fingers..amazing&#8230;when you think you have something worthwhile to say, write, share&#8230;it is really nothing!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So is it nothing? well obviosly not, because otherwise these words would not be here&#8230;.so why do I consider them NOT NOTHING? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The ironic beginning is a little poooooor me, but really it is not! Why? Well I started writing this whole Blogg not to proclaim myself&#8230;promote myself or anything else. I just wanted a channel to unload what is on my mind instead of writing on facebook or other social media. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well I have to admit that a little attention does not hurt to boost the selfesteem. Maybe people are reading but not commenting? I dont know! Anyway I like the anonymous way of life. As I wrote before..it is not for me but for my children I write this, because somehow after my passing away maybe they would like to know more about me and who I was. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I started to discover this about my parents while they were still alive and got to learn some stories about their life. I am so glad for this, because in some ways it helps me understand who I am. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So I started this to help them in the future&#8230;when they get old&#8230;sit down and read this and maybe understand why they are the way they are.  And expecially why I was the way I was.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;is really a sad, selfpity, poor me&#8230;who cares&#8230;why? I have been writing these pages and everything for years&#8230;.but who cares? can be counted on my 5 fingers..amazing&#8230;when you think you have something worthwhile to say, write, share&#8230;it is really nothing! So is it nothing? well obviosly not, because otherwise these words would not be here&#8230;.so &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1659\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Nobody cares&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1659","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1659","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1659"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1659\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1665,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1659\/revisions\/1665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}