{"id":1399,"date":"2019-06-02T23:00:22","date_gmt":"2019-06-02T21:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1399"},"modified":"2019-06-03T11:01:32","modified_gmt":"2019-06-03T09:01:32","slug":"rewards","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1399","title":{"rendered":"rewards&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;in my life I have many rewards and the sum of it is that I couldn\u00b4t be more rewarded, if you know what I mean. There are so much that fills my cup that like the Bible says &#8221;my cup runneth over&#8221;! I really cannot describe it in any other way.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When a man like me, 67 going on 90, can look back and can still look forward is an amazing life. Looking back&#8230;wow and I can say of days to come WOW! Why, because if you have read anything that I have written you know that my past is not something that ordinary people have lived. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I had another aspect, sort of reflection tonight as I sit here and write this. It is not negative or depressive but still somewhat DARK!! I could go to bed tonight&#8230;whenever I wanted to&#8230;but  the real sum of life&#8230;I can or dont want to get up tomorrow&#8230;..it is kind of the dark side of me&#8230;Imagine if I could decide or choose&#8230;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>TONIGHT I PASS ON&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.but it is never with regrets but with my rewards in life&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;in my life I have many rewards and the sum of it is that I couldn\u00b4t be more rewarded, if you know what I mean. There are so much that fills my cup that like the Bible says &#8221;my cup runneth over&#8221;! I really cannot describe it in any other way. When a man like &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/aste.se\/?p=1399\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">rewards&#8230;.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1399","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1399","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1399"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1399\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1401,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1399\/revisions\/1401"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/aste.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}